Wasted

人家是看在你的份上才肯这么做， 一个星期做七天的工可不是可以开玩笑的。

给你休两天， 我来代替你做多点儿工，是因为知道你有考试，想给你足够的时间读书， 可不是让你去玩。

我干吗做牛做马啊？这么辛苦干什么？你把我当成什么了啊？

现在才最后一分钟忙着读书，不要说我了，你对得起自己的良心吗？

有点失望哦。。。

Personality Quiz

Accurate?

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Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend – you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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• You’ve got great self-confidence and you’re full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
• You don’t really care about other people’s feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn’t always about parties.
• You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people’s eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
• Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up–it’s okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
• Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

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You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that’s why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don’t just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person’s personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn’t meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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You value your friendships quite a lot but you don’t like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people – they will probably let you know that you’re special to them, too.

Backwater

I am now unneeded, redundant, and no longer applicable nor useful.

I consume too much energy and time, and my surges are apparently too much.

Kind of throws into sharp relief why I was a loner once. May have been better if I stayed that way. Then again, at least I got to experience a myriad of things.

I’m probably better off solo-ing, or not getting so attached.

It’s okay this way, you won’t have to put up with me.

It’s okay, she’s more sensible than me.

It’s okay, I’m not hurt.

…

That might’ve worked, if I didn’t sound so unconvincing.

Even to myself.

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I probably think too much. That’s what I’d like to think.

Just thinking

I’m an unofficial graduate now.

The road ahead seems so uncertain. I applied for NIE’s teaching degree but I don’t even know if I’ll be accepted with my abysmal results.

I’m just waiting for something or someone to point me a path I guess.

The only constant seems to be my hobby, which is both a relief and a burden at the same time.

Just thinking.

Samurai Groove – DUFF

Happy Cracked Nostalgia

2011 has come! I’m to turn 20 this year! Gonna hit the big two-zero mark!

Ahh it’s been a good 5 years since I started cosplaying way back in 2006. All those good memories!

My debut as Sasuke at Cosfest 2006. Honestly? It sucked like shit in my opinion, but to heck with it I had a crap load of fun. And much thanks to Jesuke for helping me a lot back then. I remember she styled my hair in the changing room, attempting to use the hand dryer to help dry the hairspray in my hair faster. Not sure if she remembers it though XD

And I attempted a Curse Seal Sasuke right after. Cosplay Quest 2006 at Cineleisure! What memories~ XD

And I thereby continued spamming Sasuke for a lot of times, as I am poor and I only had that costume. Until……

Say hello to Allen Walker. Debuted on Cosfest 2007 8)

Team Yomigaere! How I miss those days~

And we fooled around quite abit too, all in the name of fun <3

And the obligatory yaoi |D

More Allen Walker! I did Allen for most of the few events on 2007, mostly because it was my O level year and I was restricting myself–

But EOY I did something different! Kaen’s so gonna kill me for this but THIS is the *ONLY* complete group pic I have of us OKAY? 8)

Where my character is this:

I made that bandaged hunk of a left hand myself. Pretty okay with how it turned out too |D

AND THENNNNN I debuted Kurei during Cosplay Matsuri at 2008.

Aaaaand we were the ones who started the plague of the orange-jumpsuit-clad KHR frenzies. Guilty as charged since Streetfest 2008, but I’d like to say we rocked. 8)

And I tried my hand at ANBU Sasuke. This pic makes my face look deceptively nice ._.

One of the only pictures for when I did Jio Freed from 666satan during EOY 08. That was cause I was busy helping out at a booth >A<

Eh heh. Well, I *WAS* asking for it. A nice memorable first proper photoshoot with holydust during Mascot Parade at 2009. We visited the event after we wrapped up the shoot =3

Team Timcanpy photoshoot~!! <3

And then I had to take over for Lauren as Allen Verson 3, as she couldn’t make it.

Obligatory yaoi scene ._.

Back to Kurei for AFA 09 Day 1!

Halloween Town Sora for AFA 09 Day 2! I didn’t have a good full body shot of this, but I’m real happy how my keyblade turned out <3

Kurei again for EOY 09, with meimei Winter as Raiha~ <3

Then came Gary Oak from Pokemon for SOY 2010 8)

With more Kurei! This time photoshoots….

Twilight Town Roxas for Streetfest 2010! This was a very fun costume, except the keyblades ended up making your arms sore by the end of the day. Much thanks to Max for the loaning of the costumes <3

Organisation 13 Roxas for TGX 2010. Much thanks to Max for the costume yet again XD

Gary Oak again! No wait, this one is called Green |D

Ten-chan from Petshop of Horrors for AFA 2010 Day 1~

Here comes the weapons of dooooom~ God Eater for AFA 2010 Day 2~

A Petshop of Horrors photoshoot on January 2011 to kickstart the year!

And throw in another God Eater shoot in the fray

You may notice that I’ve actually skipped a lot of events etc, but that’s to limit this post so that I won’t end up spamming mwahaha.

Here’s to hoping I will improve even further! Cosplay banzai! \>w</

Darker Than Black

Mr. Collarbones deserves more credit. 8)

Darker Than Black is a new love. How long it will last? I dunno, but I’ll make the most of it HAHA

Ah heck, I’ll just spam photos all the way 8)

Fashionable Hei! Even Mao has a fedora on HAHAHAHAHA~

Mao likes moist canned cat food compared to dry kibble *random trivia*

Pre-Chinese Electric Batman Hei 8)

Well Christmas is over but what the heck this is cute in an amusing way XD

And Hobo Hei. Or Heibo. But still damn hot 8)

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I’m almost hitting the one year anniversary in Sengoku Basara fandom! 8DDDD

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Fallen Angel

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Heaven, please sing for me a song of life

Heaven, take me into your skies

There’s no place here for me to hide my cries

Night and Day, I am missing you (ooh)

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I know I’m here for magic

All your stars guiding me through and through

(oh) Why, this loneliness feels like…forever and ever

I gotta be I gotta be in your arms baby

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You’re so close, so close

And it’s you that I believe in, I believe in

So, close, but far away I can’t touch

I’ll hold on.

Cuz it’s you I love so dearly…

When the the rain the storm, and it’s all done

Caress me with your sweet lullaby… (1)

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Heaven, please sing for me a song of life

Heaven, save me in my dreams tonight

Someday these wings will perish in your side

Night and day I call for you

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Flashes of moments of tragic

Wondering souls, they fell along the way

Tell me you will never leave me…forever and ever

I gotta be, I gotta be, in your arms, hear me

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You’re so close, so close

And it’s you that I believe in I believe in

So close but faraway, I seek for your light

I’ll hold on.

Cuz for you my hearts keep beating

When the wind, the fire and all is gone

Caress me with your sweet lullaby… (2)

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Will you be my light

Will you be my strength

Promise you won’t let go

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I’ll never betray

(and) In the end of time

Still my love’s gonna be there

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Repeat (1) and (2)

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It’s a new year! What’s your New Year Resolutions everybody?

Not-so-fluffy with a side dish of zombie fever

Left 4 Dead is growing on me.

Ferk, it’s becoming damn addictive to the point that I finally decided to try out single-player ._.

Dead Center on Easy mode, full captions. After 2 rounds, I am now able to lead and play on my own…but I still tend to yell at Bya for directions.

And hey! I got through Dead Carnival’s Barn and Concert chapters ON MY OWN! \o/

Hella yes! My favourite character in L4D2 is now officially Nick. Sorry Ellis, you’re a little too nutty for me |D

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Not-so-fluffy!

One of Stitch’s lines in Lilo and Stitch I think, when he swing a car at Jumba?

Yeah, sums up my thoughts regarding you at the moment?

I mean, I still like you, really I do.

But it isn’t nice when I saw that.

Sums it up as being demanding, narrow-minded, unforgiving?

Maybe for some cases only, then it can be called selective memory. I know I have it. I forget about stuff that happened last week yet still remember grudges since couple years ago?

But I don’t think it’s a good idea to broadcast it on such a public channel.

Maybe it’s because I tend to bottle up my own opinion and give out the watered-down version. Maybe you prefer to throw the stuff right in their faces in concentrate to get their attention.

I can’t understand you sometimes.